Are we really this depraved?

Well, that’s a bit bleak.

This book has been on my tbr for a while, but the other day (Monday) I was at work when I noticed a customer reading it. I struck up conversation – as I usually do when I see a reader – and found that she usually reads biographies rather than fiction, but had a desire to get into the latter, and had gone to the Waterstones and picked up Tender is the Flesh, recommended by the staff there (who are awesome, by the way.) Anyway, I got chatting and went to Waterstones to get them a copy of Empire of the Vampire, as it seemed like something they’d enjoy, given our conversation, and that was that. Or so I thought.

The next day, they came back in the morning and left Tender is the Flesh for me to read. Which was very lovely of them, and I can’t wait to find out their thoughts, but in the meantime, here are mine.

I’ve ruminated on this book since I threw it down after the last sentence. I literally cannot get it out of my head – I’ve read reviews, both positive and negative, scanned reddit threads, scoped outsources of information about it and had a rather disconcerting conversation with a co-worker, who hasn’t read it, but was quite happy for me to vent my thoughts and feelings.

There are lots of those.

I cannot in good conscience say that I “enjoyed” this short novel, but I also cannot say that I hated it, or, contrary to some other views say that it’s not worth the paper it’s written on. On the contrary, I believe the opposite of that is true. At surface level, one may take this book to be unworthy of the ‘hype’ it has received in the past: indeed, I have seen it described as shallow, disjointed, lacking plot, being a pro-vegan statement, lacking any depth or consideration of intelligence, badly written and/or translated and ultimately shocking for the sake of it.

I don’t agree with any of those sentiments. In fact, I vehemently disagree with them, because I think that the readers who have seen those things, are only seeing the thinly veiled surface of this novel, and that’s such a shame. In fact, it’s even more of a shame because one of the themes of the novel is how humans can be actively ignorant of so many things…

I’m one of those humans. That’s the kicker.

The book is centred around cannibalism. I suppose that’s why it gets filed into the ‘horror’ category, but it’s not so much horror as it is ‘terrifying dystopia.’ I don’t usually do synopsis/plot in reviews, because if you’re reading reviews, chances are high that you already know what the book is about. Yet I think, in this case, it’s so much more than a category, and so much more than the blurb can say. The blurb on the back of the copy I read is as follows:

If everyone was eating human meat, would you?

Marcos is in the business of slaughtering humans – only no one calls them that. He works with numbers, consignments, processing. One day he’s given a specimen of the finest quality. He leaves her ties up in an outhouse, a problem to be disposed of later.

But she haunts Marcos. Her trembling body, and watchful gaze, seem to understand. And soon, he becomes tortured by what has been lost – and what might still be saved…

It should be noted I went into this book blind. The only thing I knew was that it involved cannibals. I didn’t realise the actual extent until I started reading.  I finished in one session because even though the content was appalling, I could not put it down, because at the same time, it was a compelling read. The book is told in third person, so it’s obviously an unreliable narrator, but it really does give insight into its focal character – Marcos – if you pay enough attention.

First of note is that Marcos is grieving – he’s recently lost a son whose conception was more than difficult – it becomes apparent exactly how difficult throughout the narrative that IVF treatments etc were ineffective for the most part. When his wife, Cecilia, does conceive, the baby boy dies of SIDS, colloquially known as cot-death. This results in the inevitable grief of both parents, with Cecilia retreating to her mother’s house and Marcos continuing his existence in the family home, working a job in a combined abattoir and tannery – a processing plant – for ‘special meat’ – it’s not animals, it’s humans, because an unexplained “virus” has made all meat inedible, as it causes death for mankind. Scientists have deemed that animal protein is necessary to live and magazines publish the “dark side” of vegetables and that plant protein is not enough to survive.

Suspend your disbelief people.

The “Transition” from animal meat to human meat is just that, and it happens quickly – within a generation in fact. Butchers adapt, as does language regarding “meat” – feet and hands becoming upper and lower extremities, tongues, penises, noses and testicles becoming “delicacies.”

As Marcos’ job is to procure “meat” or “heads” from industrial factory farms, he is aware of all rules, regulations and no-no’s regarding processes, treatments, legal requirements and procedures that must be followed to the letter. We see him, through our narrator as conflicted about the fact that this “meat” is human, and he is portrayed as seeing all the current events as barbaric, an atrocity, yet he continues to work in the industry because his father is suffering with a form of dementia that requires expensive care in a home. He works for necessity. 

It is clear from the outset that Marcos is grieving and assessing his place in this new world, and when he visits a “breeding centre” from whom his company procure its “cattle” he alludes to various problems with the products that have been received in recent shipment. As a result, the owner of said company sends Marcos a personal gift – his own FGP – a 20-something old female who has not been medically altered to enhance growth but has been “raised” naturally – free range is what we’d call it if we were discussing chickens.

For the next twenty or so chapters, we are treated to a full-blown explanation with descriptions as to how “heads” are procured, treated, slaughtered and made into “meat” – this is juxtaposed with scenes from Marcos’ perceived relationship with his “gift,” who he names Jasmine.

It’s a harrowing experience, to say the least.

After raping her, Marcos “humanises” the “head” – he teaches her to wash and dress herself, spends time with her watching TV, kisses here head and sings her songs, then eventually discovers that she is pregnant. His father dies. What lack of relationship he has with his sister breaks down completely – unsurprisingly considering her twins discuss at the dinner table what their uncle might taste like, as well as the fact that she herself has a “head” in her fridge that she serves to guests at the wake.

There are fleeting discussions of the government lying about the virus, that the ultimate reason for the lie is to cull the people due to over-population of the planet, but nothing much comes of that. There is mention if the sadistic side of human nature – hunting celebrities to resolve debts, trafficking on the black market, savages (those living in extreme poverty) that are so ravenous that they eat people alive and plan attacks on the trucks that deliver “produce” to the processing plant – resulting in deaths of many – innocent workers included. There is extremist religious activity in a church/cult called the Church of Immolation, where it’s members “volunteer” to be sacrificed for the greater good of humanity – to atone for their sins for resorting to cannibalism and the like – yet they are, unknown to the congregations, simply thrown to the savages to be torn apart and eaten alive.

Through all of this, Marcos is indifferent, apathetic. It just is what it is. The narrative reflects that he is conflicted, but his actions do not. He indulges in the society he is part of. He wilfully wants to control people – including a female butcher who had adapted to the current society and is seemingly stone-faced about the Transition, and in fact capitalises from it.

This is not a ‘do not eat meat’ narrative. It really isn’t. This is a ‘humanity is essentially depraved and inherently evil’ narrative. You just need to get under the skin of it. (Pun unintentional, honestly.)

Yes, there are themes involving cognitive dissonance; there is the absurdity that within a generation, people would resort to cannibalism and easily accept the industrial farming of humans – but under all this, there is so much more…

– How easily society normalises atrocities

– The depravity of human nature

– How language can become a tool of control

– How easily we are manipulated by the government and media

The punch in the gut becomes apparent only in the last pages, Jasmine is pregnant and there’s a problem with the birth – the baby is breach – it hasn’t turned – so the feet are coming first. Marcos panics and calls his wife – she comes straight away – which shows that his thoughts previously about there being no reconciliation were unfounded. She berates him for having sex with a “head” but as soon as she realises the baby is in trouble, she helps. The baby is born – it’s a boy. This is the sucker punch. Readers have been led to believe that Marcos cares – that’s our humanity right there as it stands – we believe for the best in people. It’s our flaw – believing what we are led to believe.  Jasmine gives birth, with Cecilia’s help. She reaches for the baby – an innate, human instinct – and Marcos hits her with a club before dragging her to the barn for slaughter.

His final words are this:

She had the human look of a domesticated animal.

There are lots, and I mean, lots of speculation about what this means…. He saw her as a pet, he planned it from the beginning, he was always evil, this was his final test etc…

I believe he was simply in a state of grief throughout the entirety – there was no pre-meditation. Jasmine was at best a pet, at worst an incubator, a means for him and his family to return to the norm. Killing her was necessary because he would have been caught otherwise. Marcos succumbed to the norm instead of fighting against it, because it was in his best interests to do so. Cecilia did the same.

The novel began bleak, it ended bleak. There is no hope for humanity here. In fact, there is no humanity here. In less than a generation, humanity has turned into a barbaric, extremist culture with no morality to speak of. It has been manipulated into believing that in order to survive it must consume itself.

This novel highlights not only the power of government, but also the power of media and most importantly the power of language.

When I spoke to my co-worker about this book, because I needed to talk about it – I was disgusted that I used the wording from the book – that I referred to humans as meat and flesh and heads. I appalled even myself. That is the effect if you really read and digest this novel. We are, as humans, none beyond corruption – it’s not about veganism, it’s not about criticising factory farming, it’s not about ethical consumerism – although those are themes it covers – at its very core it’s about the nature of human depravity. It’s visceral, it’s intense, it is about how far we will go, in order to survive above all others, and how we are all monsters.

As a fellow Goodreads reviewer states (Jr Bacdayan)

The infinite capacity of human beings to adapt is a powerful phenomenon… Behind its depictions of human slaughter and cannibalism you’ll find yourself intoxicated by its morbid truths.

Fat Bottomed Mages

You make the Malaz’ world go round

I am utterly in love with this story, and have completely fallen for Tattersail hook, line and sinker.

My feelings for this book are quite odd – by which I mean, unusual, in comparison to what I have read on the internet and various groups/reviews etc. I have always loved literature, and usually my choices are psychological thriller, police procedural (think Criminal Minds) and horror (namely Stephen King) or poetry (which I absolutely adore, and do not read anywhere enough of.) A very good friend introduced me to Roger Zelazny and the amazing Chronicles of Amber and then Brandon Sanderson’s Stormlight Archive in late 2022: I joined a few groups, my tbr list increased exponentially, and I found myself extremely enjoying the fantasy genre. In every other post I saw on a particular Facebook group, Malazan was recommended, so when the opportunity came up to read the series with a discussion group, I jumped at the chance. But I never imagined that it would be as good as it is. I have completely fallen in love with reading again. I’m getting excited about the next discussions, looking forward to being able to talk to people about my experiences and theories and just basically rambling about ideas and thoughts and everything that I think is amazing, or not as the case may be. I feel at home with this genre. That’s not to say that others are bad, or that I won’t go back to them, I just can’t believe how much I’m enjoying it and why it took me so long to get here!

At the time of posting, I’ve actually finished Gardens of the Moon – I got swept away with the narrative and just let the story lead me. I love it when that happens – when you’re so engaged with the story that continuing becomes the only thing you want to do; when you get pulled into a world so deeply that you feel like you know it, and the people who are in it. Erikson’s prose is engaging, the pace and plot progress well and I am really looking forward to the next book (in fact, it’s already on my shelf waiting for me to pick it up!

But I digress… Fat Bottomed Mages most definitely make Malazan more interesting – at least for me. Tattersail is one of the most intriguing characters in GotM and as of Chapter Three, we’ve not seen that much of her. I’m not going to go into the poetry in the epigraph, because I’m doing a separate post on that, and probably a separate section, because I think that they (the epigraphs) could prove to be integral to the overall plot of the series, so I’m revisiting them after completion of the book as a whole and including my initial thoughts on them in those posts.

And I’m waffling again. Apologies. Here follows my thoughts on the next couple of chapters which will complete Book One.

Chapter Three: Legends

Ganoes Paran is now Captain, and we see how his mission has affected him because he’s pretty much a wreck – he’s questioning what he’s doing and even in front of the Claw, Topper, he’s wearing his feelings on his shirt sleeves, which might not be the best idea. Even though he’s taking everything in his stride, there’s a sense of uncertainty that surrounds him; from riding a Quorl to his memory of Whiskeyjack and his ruminations about the Empire and the Empress, Paran seems to be walking a fine line between conscience and duty.

Again, there’s another great section that’s full of uncertainty
– with the Mages, we see Tattersail trying to convince Bellurdan of the betrayal , but he’s having none of it.
– with the Bridgeburners, we see them trying to convince WhiskeyJack that the Empress wants them dead, but he’s not so sure or is unwilling to believe it, and he’s still not totally certain about what’s happening with Sorry.

If I had any doubt that Tattersail is more powerful that even she seems to know, it was thwarted with the next reading from the Deck of Dragons for Tayschrenn. I’m really intrigued about these cards and readings and wonder if they’ll play a major part as the story goes on. Also, it was interesting that there was the presence of an ‘Ascendant’ – we didn’t get that last time, unless I missed it. Lots of the the information that Tattersail was sharing from the Deck mirrored the plot, and I thought that was a brilliant way of tying things together without it being contrived. We also got insight into Tayschrenn’s power and his allegiance, and that led to a decision from Tattersail, which I think will prove significant.

‘Deliver, in person, this message to Sergeant WhiskeyJack, Bridgeburners. The fat lady with the spells wants to talk.’

– Tattersail to a young soldier

I was completely shocked at the ending of this chapter – I mean, I understand why Paran got stabbed – I just wasn’t expecting it happen – I knew that it was going to at some point, and I’m really interested in seeing how this goes. He hears the spinning coin after all. And if Tattersail’s reading is anywhere near accurate, which so far it is, I wouldn’t imagine that Oponn would let Ammanas and Cotillion get away with killing Paran, regardless of who they used to do it.

Other things of note:

  • Toc the Younger seems like he’s one to watch – he doesn’t seem to be the same type of Claw that we’ve seen so far – well, the only Claw we’ve seen so far, which is Topper. It’s interesting how much he knows and that he’s from the 2nd, like Tattersail.
Chapter Four: Insane Puppets & Angry Hounds

There’s so much crammed into this chapter it’s totally and utterly bonkers. Alliances are being forged and characters are developing amazingly because of that – Erikson’s ability to make characters feel ‘real’ so quickly is refreshing – I don’t know if it’s just because as a reader I’ve been thrown into the deep-end with them and so I’m more aware of their personalities, but there are only a handful of fantasy books that I’ve read where characters have been so deeply developed in such a short space of time that they feel like old friends – they feel familiar, but they are unique – they share their insights and thoughts in conversation with each other, and obviously these scenarios involve something I’ve seen called “expo-dumps” but at the same time, they’re not expo-dumps because it’s dialogue. Colour me confused, because I’ve seen readers of Malazan and other fantasy works say they dislike these sort of things – personally, I love being fed the little tidbits that leave you asking questions and watching for the answers. Maybe it’s just me.

I didn’t think that Oponn would get involved in the “death” of Paran that directly, but again, I loved that it gave us more insight into not only the Oponn twins, and especially Shadowthrone and his Hounds. Paran was very clever in his manipulation of the ‘god’ but I was left confused as to why he felt so hostile to the dogs – maybe it was because he realised that they were behind the massacre at Itko Kan.

The Deck of Dragons. Considering that Tattersail had avoided the Deck for a while prior to the Seige of Pale, she’s suddenly drawn to it – a lot – that in itself is intriguing, and this particular reading feeels like it’s significant. The ‘reading‘ she does in this chapter is exceptional: on the reader’s part it leaves a lot of things to look forward to, but for Tattersail herself, it’s overwhelming and kind of scary, especially with everything that’s happened so far. And it’s only chapter four!!!!

…She had chosen a spiral pattern, working her way through the entire Deck of Dragons and arriving with a final card, which could mark either an apex or an epiphany depending on how it placed itself…

Again, it feels like the cards themselves are alive. I love the imagery that Erikson uses; it just amplifies the intrigue.

The Knight’s sword reached a black, smoky streak towards the Hound at the spiral’s apex, and in this instance she knew its meaning. The future held a clash between the Knght and High House Shadow…It was rare to s ee such a clear and direct link between two Houses: the potential for devastation left her cold with worry. Blood spilled on such a high level of power cast aftershocks down through the world.

What she’s seeing here has extreme after effects and what she sees next is even more relevant to the next occurences. This element of foresight through the prose (and poetry) is one I’m absolutely loving. It just totally ramps up the tension, and keeps me on the edge of my seat.

The image sank once again into its viscid pool, but it left her changed. There would be no running away this time. Her eyes returned one last time to the Hound. The beast’s eyes seemed to burn with yellow fire, boring into her as if seeking to brand her soul.

  • Fiddler from the Bridgeburners seems to have some kind of foresight? He was spot on about the incident with the Hound happening, not the details mind, just the occurence.
  • I’m very interested in seeing what happens with the Black Moranth and the Quorl
  • The uncertainty regarding Sorry is rising, and her actions are even freaking out WhiskeyJack
  • Tattersail is more powerful that anyone believes
  • Hairlock is a nutter
  • How did Paran manage to injure the Hound with his sword?
  • Tattersail still hears the spinning coin

The next book in the book is Darujhistan. Our journey continues…